I... don't know. :-/ The image of him in the bed is one of the most haunting moments of my life, but since I hadn't been visiting him regularly at "the home", I am glad that I had that final moment where I was there, even if he wasn't awake to see it.
I only wish the realisation of my assanine-ness had hit me sooner so I didn't need that final moment like I do. *Shrug*
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rosecarmine
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Date: 2006-03-20 11:35 pm (UTC)I only wish the realisation of my assanine-ness had hit me sooner so I didn't need that final moment like I do. *Shrug*